I'm sad to say we are lost, and i am embarrased for us all.

I will kill myself with my thoughts. Have you ever felt like you were meant to be alone? I realized I am not happy around most of the people that I have killed myself over for the past couple of years. Sometimes I feel the most happy listening to music, I sometimes feel like musicians are the only friends i will ever need. And I realized last night, I am, for the most part, fine with that.