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I have been a jerk lately and I'm sorry, you don't deserve that. I don't know whats been wrong with me, i won't give you any excuses, i know you wouldn't want to hear them anyways. I just hope that you won't hold anything against me and show forgiveness. I have been feeling stressed lately as to what to do in life, which gives me feelings of great loneliness. But i shouldn't take that out on you, you have been faithfully by my side for these past years. Thank you for that, i have no idea what these years would have been like without you. I hope that you can forgive me, and with the Lords' help I am going to try and be a better man. Sorry for being such a mess lately.